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The current laws in the United States of America that authorize the execution of human beings under the so called death penalty are at the heart of our country’s criminal judicial system.
To provide an answer to the worldwide question of all times, seeking to know what happens after the death of the human body, a brain must rely on theological beliefs of some kind.
Theological beliefs are religious beliefs embedded in the conviction that the killing of a human body and thus the removal of that body from its human experience, can serve as a punishment for some committed or alleged crime. These facts clearly establishes that the laws that authorize the death penalty in the United States of America are in legal violation of, and in conflict with, the laws that prohibit the promulgation of laws based on religious speculations. The laws of a country must be based on an universal moral code without any reliance on the doctrines of any type of church. The separation of church and state must always be honored. They cannot be allowed to be interwoven as they are now to provide support to the death penalty.
The death penalty laws are being promulgated under the religious convictions that the killing of a human body can serve as a punishment and that subsequent punishments will follow in the afterlife in retribution for the alleged committed crime. The death penalty laws are in fact serving the illegal and unconstitutional objective respecting an establishment of religion, as a religious ritual, which is clearly prohibited by the provisions of the First Amendment to the United States Constitution (1791).
WHAT ARE THE FACTS?
The death of a human body cannot possibly serve as a punishment regardless of the cause of death. Over one million human bodies die every single day all over our planet under many different conditions. A dead body is a dead body regardless of how it died. Every human body must and will die, but never as a punishment. To adopt the belief that the premature death of your body, by whatever means, could serve as some form of punishment, would be the equivalent of displaying your ignorance in connection to your real identity as an eternal and holy spiritual being created as such in the image of God and of simultaneously displaying a sense of attraction for this illusive world that is not your real World and also a great fear of what is currently beyond your knowledge. The death of a human body is really a great blessing in disguise. It is the end of the illusive human experience and a one way ticket to return to the Universal Mind of God, which is our real World, free from all the worldly illusions that we allowed into the consciousness of our worldly ego thought system. Under the established Universal Laws of God, Spirit, which is our real identity, is under state of grace forever. The only final judgment that is waiting to take place will be individually conducted by each mind and it will consists of the rejection of our worldly false ego self and its illusive though system.
If the legal objective is to provide a punishment for an alleged crime, that human body shouldn’t be killed. That is the main reason for which societies build and maintain prisons. The government should not serve as a means to take revenge on behalf of the alleged victims by having the accused person assassinated. Such acts are very barbaric and serve as very bad examples to the members of society. The death penalty promotes violence in our society.
Countless innocent human beings have been prematurely deprived of their human experience through death penalty sentences based on false fabricated allegations and evidence from very emotional prosecutors and civilians that sometimes were motivated by secret agendas. This is still taking place today. We all have read about politicians that ride the barbaric and illegal death penalty political platform to gain votes for their election bid, through the easy manipulation of many members of our society. Those politicians do not really care about the wellbeing of society. All they care about is their political ambitions.
Worldwide, so far, 124 countries have made laws abolishing their prior death penalty laws. Several states in the United States have followed suit. The laws of any given society provide evidence of their high or lacking sense of divine wisdom and knowledge. I pray that our lawmakers become spiritual enough to gain the required courage to present legislation directed at the abolishment of the death penalty all over the United States of America. Only the truth is true. When we fail to take a stance on behalf of the truth, we have erroneously decided to take a stance on behalf of lies. The claim by the United States that we are the world’s champion of human rights is devoid of integrity, in part, by the current death penalty laws. We must practice what we preach.
Frank Fuster-Escalona, #821200
Everglades Correctional Institution
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My reality is not the human body that I am currently occupying during my human experience. The human bodies are not our real identities, but most of the time the worldly thought system is likely to identify itself with the brain that gave place to it.
I was created by the Almighty Universal God Mind in Its Image, as an eternal and holy Mind-Spirit, through an extension of Itself. So were you. That is our real identity. Be grateful for that every day and honor your real identity with all your thoughts.
As a Mind, my thought system is totally different from my brain’s thought system. My Mind thought system is holy. So is yours. My brain thought system is not holy. Neither is yours. My Mind is the Temple of my Divine Center of my Inner Christ Self and of the Holy Spirit of God. So is yours. My Mind is a Source of holy thoughts. So is yours. My brain, in the other hand, which has the ability to learn and memorize worldly thoughts, many of which can be illusive and destructive, provides identity to my personality i.e., to my worldly thought system self, known in metaphysics as the ego self, mostly due to its egotistical nature. The difference in nature between my ego’s thought system and my Inner Divine Self’s thought system cannot be reconciled, nor can they coexist simultaneously in my Mind. I must constantly choose wisely under which thought system I want to function and exist in this world. Both systems are made of thoughts that are constantly seeking manifestation. It is always up to my choice which thought I want to experience and manifest. As a poet once said:. “I am the Captain of my Soul”.
At any given time and under all the circumstances of my human experience, I will be making decisions and adopting or rejecting beliefs, based solely under one of my two thought systems. The one that I elect to exist and function under at that particular moment, will produce the circumstances that are harmonious to its nature. Therefore I must assume full responsibility for all the thoughts that I have allowed into my worldly thought system to become a part of my worldly self. The total sum of all those thoughts represent my worldly personality and all my projections on this world. I am totally responsible for my reliance on the so called free will to create, either a sane worldly self guided by a spiritual induced moral code, or an unconscious animalistic worldly self guided by its degenerated desires, simply by incorporating into my worldly thought system selected thoughts that in their due time will be manifested according to their nature. This applies to you as well.
Thoughts are the most powerful form of creative energy in the entire Universe. Our thoughts have the power to attract into our human existence good or bad circumstances and experiences. Thoughts can attract people or reject people. Thoughts can serve to heal one’s body, or to cause one’s body to get sick and die. Thoughts can keep us happy or sad, or cause us to love or to hate, or cause us to remain poor or to become wealthy. For sure, each thought that is allowed into the brain, will eventually find the opportunity to be manifested. We are fully responsible for the circumstances of our human experiences, because we have control as to the type of thoughts that we select to cultivate and to eventually manifest. If I cultivate thoughts of envy, of course I will project an envious personality. If I cultivate thoughts of stealing other people’s property, I have then made the self destructive decision to become a thief. If I allow into consciousness thoughts of sexual perversion, without failure I will soon begin to act out the role of a sexual deviant. Likewise, if I restrict the type of thoughts that can enter my brain to sane holy thoughts, to the extent that I accomplish that, I will be imitating Jesus Christ, and so on. By the selection of our thoughts, we can select about 95% of the circumstances that we will experience on this world, but above all, we will be selecting which of our thoughts will be able to survive our human experience. No one can escape the consequences of the Law of Thoughts. This knowledge provides the wisdom that we are the Masters of our fate on this planet, about 95% of the time. Yes, there are circumstances beyond our control.
My holy thoughts do not require Salvation. They are already pure and saved for eternal existence in my Mind, which is destined to return to the Universal God Mind, which is Heaven.
There is no possible Salvation for my illusive evil thoughts. Illusive thoughts are evil and are devoid of reality and cannot possibly exist in Heaven. Nor would I want to take my illusive thoughts to Heaven with me. I wish that I could have all my illusive thoughts vanished from my brain right now. I only love the holy truth. When the brain dies, those illusive self destructive thoughts will vanish instantly, returning to the nothingness whence they originated. That is the real and only final judgment.
Regardless of the theological theories that the brain incorporates into its worldly thought system, it will not be able to escape the just consequences of its chosen thoughts, whether they were manifested or not. To change the circumstances of one’s human experience, one must change one’s thoughts accordingly.
Suggested books:
1. As a Man Thinketh, by James Allen.
2. Above Life’s Turmoils, by James Allen.
3. A Course in Miracles, by the Foundation for Inner Peace.
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Warmest regards,
Frank Fuster
FROM FRANCISCO FUSTER-ESCALONA, #821200
A.K.A. FRANK FUSTER
SHARING DIVINE INSIGHTS
WHO ARE WE?
We are thoughts generating minds temporarily manifesting those thoughts through a human body. As minds, we are Spirit, made in the Image of God, sharing oneness with the Universal God Mind that created us by an extension of Itself.
WHAT IS THE HUMAN BODY?
Not our real identity. Not a child of God. A tool for the temporary human experience that is destined to die and vanish from existence, that has a brain also capable of generating its own worldly thoughts, many of which are illusive egoistical depraved and destructive. An allusive self relied on to function on this world, known as the ego self.
WHAT IS SALVATION AND FOR WHOM IS IT FOR?
Salvation is not for our human bodies. Only thoughts can have salvation, which means eternal existence.
Salvation is only for the holy and eternal thoughts generated by the mind and capable of being expressed through the human brain. There cannot possibly exist salvation for any type of illusive thoughts, not only because they are devoid of reality and holiness, but also because no such thoughts can exist in the Mind God which is our real world and home. Each of us MUST work out her or his own salvation, with a constant daily decision to relinquish the previously generated illusive worldly thought system to replace it with the godly thought system of our Inner Holy Spirit Self. Help to accomplish this can be requested from God according to our worldly religion and intellectual beliefs. But our God will not do for us what we must do, nor can any worldly religious belief in anybody or in anything can accomplish that duty of the Soul for us. Only our holy thoughts will survive the human experience, regardless of your adopted worldly beliefs. Only to the extent that we are holy, we are “SAVED” from the final judgment. Only to the extent that we are holy, we really are the children of God.
WHAT IS THE FINAL JUDGMENT?
The final judgment is one of the most wonderful experience waiting to take place to each one of us. It will be individually conducted by each of us at the second of our separation from our dead human bodies, when the entire ego thought system vanishes and we recover total spiritual consciousness of God and of our real identity in connection to God.
WHAT IS LOVE?
God is love. Love is a high level of spiritual holy consciousness that as human beings is expressed with godly feelings to protect to provide and to express empathy for everyone.
WHAT IS THE EGO SELF?
The ego self is made up of the total sum of all the illusive worldly thoughts that the brain has adopted into its thought system. As a result, the ego egotistical nature collides with the universal laws of God under which we exist, such as the law of thoughts, which are the essence of our being. The laws of thoughts, as the laws of gravity, or as the laws of cause and effect, never ever fails to produce the required consequences. Our thoughts will always attract into existence the type of good or bad experiences that are fully harmonious with the general nature of our thought system. The ego thought system is usually, about 90% of the time, responsible for our bad experiences during our human experience. Events beyond our control are responsible for the other 10%.
WHAT IS HELL?
For many brains, the real hell is the results caused by their own illusive and destructive ego thought system on this world. Hell is a self made and a self inflicted illusive and self destructive state of mind, so to speak. There is no hell away from the brain, and from the human experience. It is an illusive belief of many worldly religions. The real hell is the void in godly consciousness which causes us to feel an illusive separation from God.
WHAT ARE SINS?
Sins are errors of the brain, and thus of the self made ego thought system. The Spirit, our real and only real identity, is eternally under God’s grace and cannot be made responsible for the sins of the ego self. The consequences of the ego’s sins are a void in saved holy thoughts, in addition to, usually, very bad experiences on this world brought about by the laws of thoughts, which no one can escape.
WHAT IS HEAVEN?
Heaven is the Mind of God. To the extent that we become holy on this world, we can experience God, and thus we can experience Heaven. When we leave our human bodies, and thus this world, we will return to God, and thus to Heaven, which is our eternal Home as Spiritual Beings.
WHAT IS CHRIST?
Under metaphysical knowledge, Christ is the total sum of all the minds that God has ever created, and the Son of God. Only to the extent that we give Christ a face, we are real Christians. Jesus of Nazareth gave Christ a face, and to the extent that He did, He relinquished his worldly ego self to become Christ, the Son of God. However, our Holy Brother Jesus didn’t have or wanted to have a monopoly on the Christ Universal Mind, which is available to us all. The Christ is our Mind Spirit, and thus our real identity.
WHAT IS GOD?
The non descriptive infinite creative power of the universe, defined in metaphysical terms as the Universal Holy Mind and Laws, way beyond the comprehension of the human brain.
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Frank Fuster
BLOG #31; GoFundMe Rejected the Merits of my Case
I am very grateful for the effort that the National Center for Reason and Justice accomplished in seeking funds for my cause through the GoFundMe web site. On October 24, 2021, the GoFundMe Team informed the N.C.R.J.’s attorneys and their Executive Director that their account for my cause had been removed due to a violation of the GoFundMe Terms of Service Prohibited Conduct Section, which can be read at https://www.gofundme.com/terms (Ticket #9104209). In a nutshell, the GoFundMe Team relied on the following policy in support of their decision:
“PROHIBITED ACTIVITIES #9:
…the legal defense of alleged crimes associated with hate,
violence, harassment, bullying, discrimination, terrorism,
or intolerance of any kind relating to race, ethnicity, national
origin, religious affiliation, sexual orientation, sex, gender,
gender identity, gender expression, serious disabilities or
diseases, financial crimes or crimes of deception ….”
Needless to say that this very disappointing news caused me much distress. I have no problem understanding the logic behind the above quoted GoFundMe policy, when it is properly applied….. For example, to an applicable case that hasn’t gone to trial, like in the case of Mr. Kyle Rittenhouse. In my opinion, in the first place, the above quoted policy should not be arbitrarily applied systematically to cases claiming post conviction actual INNOCENCE. In the second place, I believe that the patrons of GoFundMe should be allowed to determine for themselves which cause is most deserving of their donations. Most rules are subject to one or more exceptions. I have been incarcerated on the basis of fabricated evidence since 1984 and without the necessary funds most likely I will have to remain illegally incarcerated until my body drops dead. Above all, the truth will be buried with my body, alone with the human rights violations that my cause is seeking to correct to some extent. GoFundMe has come to play a very important role in our society, serving as a vehicle through which the general public can contribute to the wellbeing of members of our society. Therefore, it is imperative to avoid arbitrary and systematic denials of financial help to meritorious appeals presented by reputable organizations, such as the National Center for Reason and Justice. Further, GoFundMe should provide a process to allow for the appeal of any such denial for financial contributions.
I still need your financial help for my cause. Just like GoFundMe, the National Center for Reason and Justice, which has been established as a 501 (c) 3 nonprofit organization for over 25 years, can provide you with tax deductible benefit for your donations if you request it. Indicate the purpose of your donations. In advance I most sincerely thank you for your donations in any amount.
Sincerely,
Francisco Fuster-Escalona, #821200
Graceville Correctional Facility
5168 Ezell Road
Graceville, Florida. 32440-2402
Copy of this email to:
Mr. Tim Cadogan, CEO
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Redwood City, California. 94064
MY CAUSE IS NOW IN THE GOFUNDME WEB PAGE. HELP ME!
Attorneys such as Amy Gershenfeld Donnella, who represented me on pro bono basis for over ten years with my federal petition for a writ of habeas corpus, comes at the rate of one per one million. In 2007, when Amy had to leave my case to get a job at the Federal Capital Habeas Project, in Maryland, I wasn’t able to replace her. Amy took my case to the United States Supreme Court, but unfortunately the Supreme Court declined to get involved in my litigation against Janet Reno, United States Attorney General under President Bill Clinton. Amy could not have represented me in the courts of the State of Florida, because she is not a member of the Florida Bar, nor is she familiar with the laws and the rules of the State of Florida.
On October 15, 2009, the Innocence Project of Florida, Inc., sent me a letter stating:
”Dear Mr. Escalona,
We discovered your file in our office as a potential NON-DNA case, sent to us from the Innocence Project in New York.
We require additional information to determine whether we can assist you. If you would like our organization to look into your case, please complete and return the attached papers (A 13 pages Screening Questionnaire)…..Please be patient and we will write back as soon as we can.”.
At first I was skeptical due to the bad reputation that the Florida Innocence Project has amongst the prisoners with claim of actual innocence, such as myself. Their own statement that they had ”discovered my file in their office”, was a turn off for me. I had to wonder for how long ”my file” had been ignored. For how many months, or perhaps years? Where had my file been kept when it was ”DISCOVERED”? Their statements gave me a bad feeling. I sensed a great void in responsibility and organization. Therefore, prior to completing and returning the Screening Questionnaire, I tried to find another source of pro bono legal representation. We could not find any attorney that was willing to represent my cause on pro bono basis And representing my cause pro se was not an option for several reasons beyond my control.
Finally, on October 20, 2009, I had the Fuster Defense Committee mail my Screening Questionnaire via U.S.P.S. Certified Mail to the Florida Innocence Project. Subsequently, after having waited for an answer for over one year, Ms. Charlot Luinetti, Director of the Fuster Defense Committee, sent them a letter to inquire about the progress of my case. We didn’t receive an answer. We sent a second letter, and on May 26, 2011, the Innocence Project of Florida requested that we resubmit my Screening Questionnaire. By telephone, Ms. Luinetti (Who became my wife for over ten years), was informed that they couldn’t find my October 20, 2009, Screening Questionnaire, which she had personally mailed to them. I wanted to forget about the Florida Innocence Project, but they were my only hope for justice. On July 31, 2011, I resubmitted the same Screening Questionnaire.
For several years we continued in communication from time to time (I have a copy of every letter). In view of the fact that they had not rejected my case; and in view of the fact that I am actually 100% innocent of every charge against me, I became very confident that the delay was due to the size of my case and that they were busy working on my case. I deceived myself. I opted to believe what I needed to believe to keep on surviving my prolonged illegal incarceration. On January 4, 2018, Attorney Seth E. Miller, Executive Director of the Florida Innocence Project, Inc., wrote to me stating:
”We are sorry to inform you that we have reviewed your case and have determined that our office cannot accept it.”. ”While we understand that there are multiple ways by which a person can be wrongfully convicted, our limited resources as a non-profit organization restrict the scope of our work.”….
I was shocked! There is no evidence at all that they conducted any investigation of the facts and of my legal arguments. For example, none of my prior attorneys was contacted. The files from the Eleventh Judicial Circuit Court of Florida State Attorney Office were not purchased and researched. I was never contacted for any question. They still have custody of my seven boxes of legal papers and four video tapes of the way that Joseph and Laurie Braga brainwashed the Country Walk Children for Janet Reno.
SO WHAT ARE THE FACTS NOW???
I need $100,000.00 to hire the required law firm with their investigators from the area of Miami Dade County to work with Attorney Amy Gershenfeld Donnella as their co-counsel. I want to be totally cleared of the false charge against me in connection to my Case #81-21904 from the Eleventh Judicial Circuit Court of Florida. I seek to have all the false charges against me and against my ex-wife Iliana Flores Fuster deleted in connection to our Case #84-19728 A&B, because both of us are 100% innocent of each and every charge that Janet Reno concocted to realize our convictions. I want the truth!
Within minutes of having my cause registered with the GoFundMe web page, two donations were immediately made. Whoever you are, I thank you. I believe that my cause and justice deserve your donations. Every donation counts! No matter how small, it is not insignificant. Please help me with my litigation against the State of Florida. Use this link or send your tax-deductible contributions to:
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Thank you!
Francisco Fuster Escalona
On June 7, 2021, Attorney Amy Gershenfeld Donnella, sent me a letter stating: ‘As you probably realize better than anyone, in order to get back into court, we’re going to need to find new evidence that hasn’t been presented to the court and to which we didn’t have access before.’. After 36 years since the conclusion of my trial in the Country Walk Babysitting Case, such a strategy floats over an optimism that I lack. On May 5, 2021, through an email, Producer Paul Berczeller from Free Turn in London and Los Angeles, in good faith offered to go door to door in Country Walk, in search of new evidence of my innocence. Can you imagine that scenario? I truly appreciate his good intentions and his faith in my cause, but I find that strategy to be illusive. There is only one realistic place where a good attorney, such as Amy, can locate evidence of my innocence, and that place is in the private files of the Miami Dade County State Attorney Office, now under the custody of the Eleventh Judicial Circuit Court of Florida Custodian of Records. I am 100% sure that evidence of my innocence must exist in those files, which I haven’t been able to obtain. And in my opinion, such evidence should be taken to the trial court with a State Petition for a Writ of Habeas Corpus, not through a post-conviction motion under Fla.R.Cri.P. 3.850, because I AM ILLEGALLY IN PRISON AND HAVE EXHAUSTED ALL MY OTHER OPTIONS.
JURISDICTION
The Eleventh Judicial Circuit Court of Florida has jurisdiction to enter and to issue a Writ of Habeas Corpus pursuant to Article V, Section 5 (b) of the Florida Constitution Fla.R.App.P. 9.030 (c) (3) and 9.100 Fla.R.Civ.P. 1.630 and Section 79.01 of the Florida Statutes. When a Florida State Habeas Corpus petitioner attacks the validity of the conviction by raising issues related to the trial proceedings, the jurisdiction in habeas proceedings lies with the trial court that imposed the sentence and rendered the judgement of conviction. See Collins vs State, 859 So.2nd 1244, at 1245 (Fla. 1st DCA 2003).
HABEAS CORPUS TO CORRECT MANIFEST INJUSTICES
In my opinion, no other remedy than habeas corpus would be adequate to correct the gross manifested injustice to which I am being subjected since 1981 (Case #81-21904) and since 1984 (Case 84-19728-A). To establish a manifest injustice claim in the State of Florida, the reviewing court must be left with a definite and firm conviction that a mistake, or fraud on the court, has occurred, which aversively affected my substantial legal rights to due process of law, to the point that without the benefit of the mistake, or of the fraud on the court, there is a reasonable probability of a different result in the outcome of each of my two cases. See Vega vs State, 288 So.3rd 1252, at 1258, (Fla. 5th DCA, 2020). The Black Law Dictionary, 11th Edition, at Page 1152, defines MANIFEST INJUSTICE as: ‘A direct, obvious, and observable error in a trial court.’. The courts of the State of Florida have determined that: ‘Error is fundamental in nature where a manifest injustice would otherwise occur.’. See Miller vs State, 988 So.2nd 138 (Fla. 1st DCA, 2008). Further, the United States Supreme Court has found ‘Plain error’ or ‘Fundamental error’, is error affecting the substantial legal rights of the parties. See Johnson vs United States, 520 U.S. 461 137 L.Ed 2nd 718 117 S.Ct. 1544 (1997). See Williams vs State, 736 So.2nd 699, (Fla. 4th DCA, 1999). The federal courts have determined that to demonstrate manifest injustice, a petitioner must demonstrate:
See United States vs Quintana, 500 F.3rd 1227, at 1232 (11th Cir., 2002).
Habeas Corpus is enshrined in the Florida Constitution to be used as a means to correct manifest injustices, and if it appears to a court of competent jurisdiction, that a person is being illegally restrained of his/her liberty, it’s the responsibility of that court to brush aside formal technicalities and to issue such appropriate orders as will do just justice. See Adams vs State, 957 So.2nd 1183 (Fla. 3rd DCA, 2006), citing Jamason vs State, 447 So.2nd 892, at 895 (Fla. 4th DCA, 1983) Anglin vs Mayo, 88 So.2nd 918 (Fla. 1956) and Baker vs State, 878 So.2nd 1236, at 1286-1287 /(Fla. 2004) (Hon. C.J. Anstead specially concurring and stated: ‘The Writ of Habeas Corpus is enshrined in our Constitution, to be used as a means to correct manifest injustices and its availability for use when all other remedies have been exhausted, has served our society well over many centuries. This court will, of course, remain alert to claims of manifest injustice, as will all Florida courts.’. The Court in Quarles vs State, 56 So.3rd 857 (Fla. 1st DCA, 2011), held that the Writ of Habeas Corpus remains available for the rare case in which a prisoner has been provided no adequate, or effective way, to test the legality of his/her detention, despite the procedures in Florida Rules of Criminal Procedure 3.850, citing: Valdez-Garcia vs State, 965 So.2nd 318 at 321, (Fla. 2nd DCA, 2012). The Court in Stephens vs State, 974 So.2nd 455 (Fla. 2nd DCA, 2008), held that to prevent manifest injustice and a denial of due process, relief may be afforded even to a litigant raising a successive claim.
I need pro bono legal help from Miami Dade County.
TO BE CONTINUED.
FRANCISCO FUSTER ESCALONA.
Should I hate Iliana for having played a criminal major role in my convictions concerning the Country Walk Babysitting Case???
Hate is an insane attribute of the worldly ego self which I have relinquished. My Spiritual Inner Self and Iliana’s Spiritual Self share oneness and love at the spiritual level of existence, which is the real world. Now that Iliana is no longer my carnal wife, she will remain being my spiritual sister for eternity. She has been in my daily prayers since 1985, when I elected to forgive her for her errors. Forgiveness is an attribute of one’s Spiritual Inner Self. I always pray for Iliana with an undiluted desire to have her reach her highest level of Spiritual Divine Consciousness. That leaves Me in the Peace of our Heavenly Father, where I elect to be. NO! I SHOULDN’T HATE. NOR ILIANA, NOR ANYONE. The ego self-thought system that is required to hate is not welcomed in the Mind of Christ, where I elect to dwell as much as I can, which is the real world to where every mind must eventually return. I much rather love Iliana, which means that I rather see Iliana as God created her. That is the real and only meaning of love, to perceive the Inner Christ Presence in everyone. I elect to bless Iliana and her loved ones with my highest thoughts. Iliana, just like you and everyone else, is also a member of the Sonship trying to survive her individual human experience as she deems proper in proportion to her capacity to love at any given time, which determines her level of consciousness. To the extent that she becomes receptive to identify herself with her real spiritual identity, we can share real oneness. Only the minds can share oneness. Not the brains of the ego worldly self. Not the bodies either.
I have vivid memories of the daily happy moments that I experienced with Iliana, not of our disagreements and of her errors. I made some errors myself. That is an unavoidable process of growing up. Notwithstanding Iliana’s age, she gave me unforgettable experiences of how a woman in love should love her man. The sexual connection and energy between us were so dense that it could have been sliced with a knife. It felt as if at the carnal level, we were made for each other. Our sexual connection was spectacular. I couldn’t have asked for more. We reached a point of acute telepathic connection that was amazing, we knew what the other was thinking. I dedicated all my sexual energies to her body. Iliana raised my understanding of the meaning of sharing oneness of both, of us as minds and of our bodies.
Well, actually, we were married for only ten months when our world together was ripped from us….. Our world of joy of peace and of love vanished before our eyes. We lost everything that we owned. Everything that could be sold was sold to pay Attorney Michael Lee Von Zamft and Attorney Jeffrey William Samek. We lost the love of our friends. We lost the good reputation that we had. Even some family members turned their backs on us. We became to be the two most hated human beings in the State of Florida. It was horrible beyond possible description. Our human rights were ignored and repeatedly violated by those public servants that had a legal duty to upheld the Constitution of the United States and of the State of Florida. And when we didn’t have anything else to be sold, the attorneys demanded $100,000.00. Subsequently, they got themselves appointed to represent us at the expense of the taxpayers. That is the judicial system of the United States. No money = No justice. Sad, but true. You know that.
In the other hand, as Iliana’s husband I made a sworn commitment to protect her to the best of my capacity during her human experience that didn’t vanish when she decided to file for divorce. I feel bound to honor that commitment to the best of my capacity. I do not hold Iliana fully responsible for her criminal conduct against me during my trial for the Country Walk Babysitting Case, as a way to obtain her release from incarceration. She was only 18 years old and acting under the fear produced by her lower worldly ego self.
The record of my statements shows that I have always affirmed that Iliana is 100% innocent of all the false charges that Janet Reno filed against her. That shows that there are no residues of animosity against her from that time when I screamed at her during my trial in objection to her false statements against me: ‘YOU ARE LYING AND GOD IS GOING TO PUNISH YOU FOR THAT!!!’. I apologize for my lack of control over my ego self’s psychological pain in reaction to Iliana’s false statements. That ego self no longer exists. I would like to know that Iliana is well. Perhaps happily married and with her own children.
I discovered many years ago that real love has no connection to sexual attraction. Only for the ego thought system having sex symbolizes making love. That belief, just as many of the other beliefs that are inherent of the ego self-thought system, is totally insane. A woman can feel herself sexually attracted to over one million men simultaneously under her ego thought system. Likewise a man. That is not love. However, we can and we should love everyone, under one of the many ways and levels that are available to us. The understanding that must be adopted is that sexual attraction is one of the attributes of the worldly ego thought system while love is an attribution of God, which we experience through the holy thoughts that we receive from our Inner Holy and Eternal Self, that God created as us.
TO BE CONTINUED.
FRANCISCO FUSTER ESCALONA.
Should I regret getting married to a 16 years old teenager on September 24, 1983, when I was 34 years old??? On November 29 Iliana celebrated her 17th birthday. When we met, Iliana told me and told everyone that I introduced her to, that she was 22 years old. No one ever had a reason to doubt her statement. Iliana’s general conduct and level of sophistication was that of a mature young woman. She displayed general knowledge in religion in politics in philosophy and in the current events of society from that time. Needless to say that I was very impressed with her mind.
My son Noel introduced me to Iliana in the Flea Market in June of 1983. She had a part time job selling plants. While her boss was taking my order, Noel was talking with Iliana. Iliana was Noel’s first platonic love at first sight. While I was trying to get a deal on my purchase, Noel came to me to confirm our home telephone number, which surprised me much. After the confirmation, he ran back to Iliana. When I finished buying all the plants that I wanted, I called Noel to go with me to pick up my car because I couldn’t carry so many plants. Noel wanted to stay with Iliana, who asked me to allow him to stay with her while I returned with my car. By the time when I returned, Noel was convinced that Iliana was his girlfriend. And those were his first words to me when I returned: ‘Daddy, she is my girlfriend.’. It was a very funny scene. Iliana was laughing at her new conquest. After we placed all the plants in my car (A Datsun 280Z Turbo 2+2), Iliana came over, politely introduced herself and asked my permission to call Noel at 8:00 pm. I granted her request.
From that date forward, and until we got married, Iliana called us every single day. Sometimes two or more times. When she called she always spoke with Noel about five minutes, and over one hour with me. Sometimes we stayed on the telephone for three hours. I was surprised at her level of sophistication and I felt pleased with our new friendship. Iliana gave me the impression that we had much in common. About two weeks later, Noel informed Iliana that I had purchased a beautiful stereo system, which he called a beautiful big radio which we had to pick up the next day in downtown Miami. Iliana told me that she had to go to the downtown area of Miami and wanted to know at what time I planned to be there in hopes to see Noel again. (After we were married she confessed that she had no other reason to go to downtown Miami than to see us again.) When I saw Iliana that day, I was stoned by her beauty. What a big difference a little makeup and a beautiful dress can make. Notwithstanding the fact that Iliana didn’t have the voluminous female body of Kim Kardashian that I liked, I first felt attracted by her mind, and subsequently by her beauty. I also felt attracted by her initiative to pursue me very aggressively. She always told me that her dad was 23 years older than her mother and that she had never experienced a connectivity with the young men that she had dated up to that point.
Noel wanted to take Iliana to the pool in the Country Walk Clubhouse and Iliana liked his idea, but she could not go in the pool because she didn’t have a bathing suit. So I purchased a bathing suit for Iliana and we went to the pool. About 6:00 pm, we went to Burger King to eat. By about 8:00 pm, we were in Iliana’s house meeting her family. It was a 45 minutes’ drive from my neighborhood.
Subsequently, a few days later, Iliana and I had our first date. She wanted to go to a discotheque, so I took her to a very nice place back in my neighborhood (I didn’t like her neighborhood). I almost couldn’t make it because my car stopped functioning. I went to my next-door neighbors, whom I had never officially met before that day introduced myself told them that my car was out of order and that I had my first date with a beautiful young woman that was waiting for my arrival and asked them to allow me to borrow their car. They did.
When I had Iliana on the dancing floor, she immediately discovered that, well…, I CAN DANCE!!! (SMILE). That evening I kissed Iliana for the first time and according to her, with my first kiss I possessed her forever. Well it didn’t turn out to be that way, but it made me happy to hear her make that statement. Can you believe that if I feel like dancing during my work out here in prison, I dance to the music in my tablet regardless of who is around??? Years ago female officers danced with me for a brief moment as they walked by conducting their security check rounds. I guess that they liked my moves.
By midnight, as promised, I returned my neighbors’ car. If I remember correctly, it was a GTO. But whatever it was, it was fixed with a very loud and powerful V8 motor. That guy owned a large auto-parts store. By the way, they also accused Iliana and I of molesting their baby to be able to milk our convictions with a lawsuit.
Iliana caused me to feel a beautiful and deep connection of our minds and a burning sexual desire for her body. She became to be my best friend. She gained my trust and my love. We made many plans for the future. She loved Noel and Noel loved her. I considered her a blessing for both of us. So I asked her to become my wife and my queen. She happily immediately accepted. The urge to be together was so intense that we changed the wedding date three times. NO I DO NOT REGRET HAVING HAD THE HONOR TO HAVE ILIANA AS MY DEAR WIFE. During our ten months of togetherness, we shared love and oneness.
TO BE CONTINUED.
FRANCISCO FUSTER ESCALONA
